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Well then, another check-up for another screening at the clinic.
Going exact same way as last time.
With no scan being possible because they can’t fit in the scanner. And they really tried this time. It hurt. The assistant actually held my hand this time around to try help me not tense. I didn’t felt like I was tensing, at least not until it started hurting.
And like before, as soon I protest in pain they stop and pack up.
The doctor said there’s nothing to do but try again next month. And keep trying until we get results.
Just... I don’t want to quit until told it’s impossible. I had my freaking hymen cut to try and make it possible. But returning again and again for a couple of minutes each time before getting sent off again gets a bit disheartening each time.
I feel like a failure, like it’s my fault it’s not possible to get a scan. Then again I’m told there’s nothing to be done about it other than try again. And again.
I understand they really want my eggs, being ready to keep on trying. Not enough Danish women consider donating. But yeah, I feel disappointed in myself each time. Even though I can’t control the way my body is built.
So. Just another quick update on this whole thing and some light venting.
Gonna try again next period.Create your own visitor map!